Pain

I realise, I have become so numb...
so tense, so pained...

I wish I could let somebody know,
of the pain that did not show
coz for every wish, there was a blow !!!

As i stand here, at the brink of making dreams come true...
looking at my past, an abyss of the deepest hue,
I see myself wanting to smile, wanting to live...
my life and my love, is all i have to give !!!