Thoughts...

Has been a while since I penned those rambling thoughts down.

Penning them down does not seem to help with the turbulence though. The flashes are back. Thoughts about death, pain, misery, futility...

Reminds me of a piece from a song that i related very closely to...

You ask about my conscience,
And I offer you my soul...
You ask If I'll grow to be a wise man,
Well I ask if I'll grow old...